so J was supposed to call me back but its been like five hours already, and still no sign of any calls. The past few days, i ve been feeling as though J is doing something behind my back again. Though J says i love you and everything, i just dont feel that its genuine. at times i feel so stupid, i feel like so underappreciated. I really do feel like there is someone else..i cant help but feel that way. i need to learn to control my emotions..god i just hate feeling like this everytime...everytime!!